beware. this post is ironic.

social studies will never be the same, after appreciating a few words from my teacher (words which i really never heard, just got wind of it...) and reckoned that i've been acting all over stupid, strange and furious.

the invisible war has begun.

how would you feel when you just disregard your friends and passing by them as if they were just wind? invisible to your eyes, your thoughts... plainly almost non-existent.

i'd feel a bit happy because i am not worried anymore. no pain.

also, no gain.

the fact that i agreed to be their friend again and suddenly get cold and sarcastic was a shocking experience, for me (i do not know the effect on them) because i felt stupid by the words of my ss teacher.

i dream of becoming a doctor, even on a battle field. but in this war, i held a gun with a brutally good silencer.

can i just shoot them dead... all those memories... ?

...

there is one thing wrong about considering them as air.

lesson with my english teacher: trees provide us with the most important thing of all, the thing that keeps us alive... AIR. (oxygen... you know....)

...

maybe i want to escape the pain of being friends to people who act as if problems were just dust on their shoulders. they could just swipe it off. it is a pain, because people around them inhale the dust and cough up some despair.

...

i feel so desperate, to solve the problem, to prove that i am a good friend.

...








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I will become a nurse, then become a doctor, then become a Master of Professional Health Education, and teach at UP someday.

I will have my own house with a very large garden, filled with flowers and trees.

I will get a 1.0 in at least one subject in my course of education in UP. (Now this is ridiculous. But please let me be happy.)

I will have musically-trained ears. Someday. =)

I will learn a foreign language by heart. =)


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