my mind wanders... on a thought of a green sunset

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Awkward, Awestruck, Awakened

I had the time to read my previous posts after discovering the benefit of the archives and putting it on my newly "skinned" blog, and I ended up dismayed because I was criticizing how I wrote the previous posts. This is a great improvement though - self-criticism - but doing it on the things that I felt before I was doing right in terms of expression and freedom of speech. At least now, I know what to do.

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I was awestruck by the chorale practice yesterday. I discovered that the senior trainees love laughing, and I ended up laughing with them, with the scandals, the chitchat and the dancing. I was also (embarrassingly) surprised about the basses' singing problem - our tongues. Malikot daw yung dila. And during the last performance I think I was the one who doomed the Prayer of St. Francis. Now I have to relax my tongue.

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I had a very weird dream. I was in a cemetery with people who I do not recognize. We were trying to walk around the cemetery. It came to a point that I decided to cross a path that requires one to jump from am open window to a large stone slab to another window. My first move was successful, I was able to jump from the window to the slab. Then another guy (who seems to be a friend but I don't recognize him) jumps and reaches the slab. Then he started joking and started tickling me. I was so pissed (because I am sensitive to tickling) and started screaming, telling him to stop. Then I looked down and realized that we were up high, and our view scoped of a resort, a forest and a town. The people below noticed me yelling and started to frown and form annoyed gestures. The guy stopped tickling me and tried to jump to the other window. His jump went off short and he fell, like a thousand of miles below. I started to panic, then tears suddenly flowed from my eyes; I was still watching the guy fall, and then sat on the stone slab, my back pressed firmly unto the wall.

Then I woke up with my arms crossed to my chest. They were numb.

Very weird dream. That was the first time I dreamed of someone else dying (though my dream ended before the guy could ever reach the ground, so no blood scattered).

Ciao~

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